Slowly I have discovered I am no longer the same
subtly I changed today I understand it more
in my mind watching the videos of yesterday
I repeat that image so much when you give me
I remember it well.
It's so hard when the passion for God goes away
the indifference becomes master and becomes normal
it does not matter if you kneel or not pray
and little by little you fall apart and do not even give much.
When the first love leaves
you can not hide the reality
emptiness takes over talking
when the first love leaves
it's no use pretending not to act
the first is in last place
insensitivity dominates you
Even in the background you understand that you are wrong
and you must wake up.
Slowly I have discovered I am no longer the same
in what I do I have become a professional
I do not depend on the Lord as before
I have not kept my promises
a long time ago, forgive me.
It is so hard when there is no longer a desire to pray
everything is done by fulfilling but it is not real
and being a Christian becomes easy, of course, the cross does not weigh
but God seeks worshipers in spirit and in truth.
/// When the first love leaves
you can not hide the reality
emptiness takes over talking
when the first love leaves
it's no use pretending not to act
the first is in last place.///
You are dominated by insensitivity
Even if deep down you understand that you are wrong
and you must wake up.
Only among all we can make this a better place :)