Ahab? for crying my misfortune
hugged your bed empty
and quietly kissing your pillow
where you as a child sleep.
Your memories were watered
in the room of our loves
your perfume a cross and a rosary
and even a withered bouquet of flowers.
I'm afraid to think about my luck
today I no longer have you in my arms
I could never learn to love you
and to know how to endure my failures.
I wanted to make your life my kingdom
and in the end I've only been a tyrant
I drag you without thinking to the abyss
and your love got out of hand.
The distance to broken my pride
and in pieces undid my life
you left me an immense vaction
that I will never fill while I live.
I'm afraid to think about my luck
today I no longer have you in my arms
I could never learn to love you
and to know how to endure my failures.
Only among all we can make this a better place :)