I hate myself for losing you by Kelly Clarkson (original lyrics)

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I´m in today
And now dying
Doesn´t seem so cruel
And oh, I don´t know what to say
And I don´t know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I´m seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he´s not here?

You got what you deserved
Hope you´re happy now
´Cause everytime I think of her with you
It´s killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can´t be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don´t know what to do
Not sure that I´ll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
I´m seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he´s not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don´t know what to do
Not sure that I´ll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don´t know what to say
And I don´t know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you
(I´m seeing it all so clear)
I´m seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he´s not here?
What do you say when everything´s said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won´t ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you