Afraid by Lana Del Rey (original lyrics)

I'm America's sweetheart
Trying to get away
You make it hard to leave
But it's easier for me
To stay
Boy, I'm so afraid

And I've had it up to here
With, the fighting, baby,
We're not fooling anyone
These days
I don't wanna stray
But boy I'm so afraid

But it's not love
That keeps me here
And it's not what you
want to hear

So I'm going back to Santa Monica,
New York to L.A.
Never coming back,
No matter what you do or say
'Cause I'm so afraid
And I've had it up to here
With the panic and the fear
There's nothing in your heart
Thought that I could make it change
Boy I'm so afraid

But it's not love
That keeps me here

We were just teenagers
When we fell in love
Driving in your fast car
Looking at the stars above
But it was not enough

You should never come between
A woman and her dream
And a man who never knew his place
There's no easy way
To come back from were you came

But it's not love
That keeps me here
And it's not what you
want to hear

So I'm going back to Santa Monica,
New York to L.A.
Never coming back boy,
No matter what you do or say
'Cause I'm so afraid
And I've had it up to here
With the panic and the fear
Nothing in your heart
Boy I thought that
I could make it change
Boy I'm so afraid

And it's not love
I'ts just the fear
That you've been down,
For all these years
But I'm leaving now

I'm going...
back to Santa Monica,
New York to L.A.
Never coming back boy,
No matter what you do or say
I'm done being afraid
Oh, I've had it up to here
With the panic and the fear
There's nothing in your heart
Thought that I could make it change
Boy I'm so afraid

Oh, it's not love
That keeps me here
It's not love
That keeps me here
I'm done being afraid
I'm done being afraid
Oh, oh, oh