Love or friendship by Rihanna (original lyrics)

He is thinking of me, I see it, I feel it, I know it
And his smile is not lying to me when he picks me up
He likes to tell me about the things he has seen
About the life he has been living and about all his projects
But I believe that he is alone and that he is seeing other girls
I don't know what they want nor the phrases he says
I don't know where I am anywhere in his life
If I matter more than any other girl to him today
He is so close to me but I don't know how to love him
He is the only one to decide if we talk about love or about friendship
I love him and I can offer him my life
Even if he does not want my life
Yes, I dream of his arms but I don't know how to love him
He seems to hesitate between a love story and a story of friendship
And I am like an island in the open sea
One could say that my heart is too big
I have nothing to tell him, he knows very well that I would give everything
I can only smile, wait for him and want to win him
But the nights are so sad, the time seems so long to me
And I have not learned how to get rid of him
He is so close to me but I don't know how to love him
He is the only one to decide if we talk about love or about friendship
I love him and I can offer him my life
Even if he does not want my life
Yes, I dream of his arms but I don't know how to love him
He seems to hesitate between a love story and a story of friendship
And I am like an island in the open sea
One could say that my heart is too big