Keep pushing me by Gabrielle Aplin (original lyrics)

Every time I see your face
I'm lost for words I don't know what to say
You're smiling at me like a wolf
I close my eyes as my skin crawls away

You can keep on making lists
I'll be happy making my mistakes
You'll be ticking off your boxes
I'll be busy planning my escape

I won't stay but I can't leave
Some twisted sense of loyalty
And you make me love the things I hate
Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away

You're pulling wings off butterflies
Just to hide the pain you feel inside
So keep telling yourself you're in charge,
Telling yourself it will be alright

And you'll stay happy in the dark,
I'll be out drifting out towards light
When you start to speak your mind,
I'll just turn around and roll my eyes

I won't stay but I can't leave
Some twisted sense of loyalty
Oh, you make me love the things I hate
Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away

Stop breathing down my neck,
Do you understand me, yet?
Sometimes you have to lose
I'm living life for me not for you

I won't stay but I can't leave
Some twisted sense of loyalty
You make me love the things I hate
Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
(x2)

So, please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away